What a beginning!!!

So, here we are at the beginning of the year, and I should be happy and excited. But for the last couple of weeks I have been edgy, rude to J (so rude that I had to go to him several time to ask for forgiveness, I just didn't know what was wrong with me) then to be so sensitive and bawling my eyes out the next day. Finally, on Sunday January 4th, J encouraged me to take a pregnancy test. I really didn't want to take one for two reasons, it was evening time and we all know it's best to use your first morning urine, and two I just didn't want to see a positive if it was. But, J being the wonderful husband he is, and so understanding, said to me that I should know either way so I can get my body 'on track' one way or another. So, I go into the bathroom and do the 'deed' and J comes in to see what's happening. He asks me what it is he's supposed to be looking for. I told him that he is looking for two lines. He said "I see one!" Then I told him that that is the control line, telling us that the test is working properly, and that he is looking for a second line next to the "T", the test line. He said, "I see one! I see a line! Do you see it?" I really didn't want to look down, but I did, and sure enough there was a line! He went on to say that it is faint, but I told him that a line is a line! He was so excited and thrilled! I was kind of disappointed. It just didn't feel like the right time this month. I was ready to wait one more month and see a + then. But, as He often does, God had different plans! It took me a couple of days, and it still doesn't feel real to me, but I am excited about it and looking forward to this new life! The baby is due in mid September, estimated due date September 14th, right in the middle of Summer, and usually the hottest I might add! Craziness! But, what a blessing! Thanks for letting me share our exciting news with you! I hope you all have a wonderful day! Blessings!